I had decided to try doing a fast for a day or two to reset, since my stomach has been cranky on and off for a while. I looked around online and found the recipie for the 'master cleanse' system. It's actually supposed to be a weight loss thing that you do for ten days. You mix a cup of water with some maple syrup, lemon juice, and cayenne pepper, and have this six times a day, along with lots of water. It seemed like a good alternative to a straight water fast so I thought I'd try it. It's awful. Drinking it was okay, but the aftertaste would make me gag. I did make it through all day yesterday, but couldn't bear to continue it this morning. Who knows if it did anything at all - but I suppose it was an exercise in willpower for the day.
I've barely left the apartment all weekend which is a nice change of pace. Maybe it's a way of resetting my internal world.
I am also finally starting to watch netflix films again. This weekend so far I've watched "Lawrence of Arabia" and "The Big Lebowski". That makes sense, right? heh.